#because like. i dont want to leave. why should i have to i like it here i dont want to leave just because people dont want me here

[nibbelraz]

Pls consider MBJ looking between his spy and his spy's didi and just trying to make sense of these two

POV: you are Mobei Jun looking at your loyal servant glare absolute murderous daggers at you while his younger brother (that you didn't know about) is just staring at you weirdly

[sleepincrow]

contains: toxic behaviour, toxic!reader this was itching my brain, idk what to tell you. i like having morally ambigious reader... or idk, is it too tame? i have no idea where the line meets and ends when it comes to dark shit cus i usually stay in the other side of the line. whenever i think of dark stuff its in a comedic-ish light and everything turns fluffy in the end idfk. tell me what else i should add in the warnings 😞

edit: i made it readable, i should really start readproofing.

hear me out..

reader who doesnt do anything when their boyfriend is mean. like theyre just generally pissed off and huffing at you when youre trying to greet them with open arms and a warm smile when they come home.

reader who doesnt confront them about their horrible behavior and how it affected them. no, just stay silent, take in whatever your boyfriend had to say or do and leave him be.

ohooooh, you mightve done nothing but youre going to give them something much worse than a silent treatment.

youre not a doormat. youre not a crybaby.

i want reader to be absolutely menacing. if that man doesnt come back crawling, apologizing to you, youre gonna make him.

do you understand me? the anger, the absolute disgust that bubbles in your stomach, that claws its way up your chest like an animal looking for a fresh breath of air before it starts to hunt.

youre silent all of the sudden, giving him the driest texts known to man, leaving him on seen with texts that dont technically need a reply instead of dragging the conversation longer with a picture of a cat you saw on your way home. youre picking up more work than usual, unable to cut some time, telling him youve got things to do—things more important than having to watch some tv with him, be in bed with him.

youre clever. you know your schedule, and you know his. rearrange everything, make sure to make as much commotion in your life that doesnt include him, so when he confronts you, youre technically telling the truth when you say youre busy.

because why bother coming home early, greeting him, surprising him with dinner and a loving kiss?

then watch it all go down. technically, youre not doing anything wrong, youve got your plate full with a screenshot of your planned calendar to pair with it as sweet, sweet evidence.

youre watching him slightly deteriorate. watch him panic. he'll buy you flowers, in which you put in a vase but never take care of like before. he'll buy you jewelry you wont wear because "theyre beautiful but i like the old ones too! ill wear them on a special occassion" that wont ever come.

the frustrated, panicked look on his face is priceless. it feels so good. he cant even be mad because youre not even cheating! you have all the alibis, all the witnesses. youre perfectly happy and sweet as before! just.. not as responsive, not as present. but thats not your fault, thats your job's!

if he pays for you, slowly start paying your half of everything. shows that you are stable and everything would be perfectly fine if he went up in left. in the end, thats why he got angry with you in the first place, right? he's so okay with being angry, not telling you his problems, that he can keep it to himself, right?

he doesnt need your lap to lay his head on, not your food that you prepare for him when he comes home, not the soft touches you leave on his overworked skin and definitely not the words that you coo at him everyday before he pissed you off.

make him know what the once delicious thought of takeout tastes like once he's left to fend for himself while you go out for overtime at work! trust me, its gonna taste a hell of a lot more bland, a lot more dull. depressing, really.

dont even get me STARTED on sex. (i wont, not now)

this is all justifiable, right? after all, this is how you communicate your feelings right? this is how you can show him how you felt when he showed you a cold shoulder at your warm embrace! let him have the full experience when you felt pathetic, miserable, useless.

plus, youre not wrong, arent you? you can leave whenever you want! who is he to tell you that you cant leave? as if he owns you—is that what he thinks? is that what he thinks of you? just a not-so-significant other that he can come home to whenever he wants and project his feelings unto?

no, no youre not. youre not gonna take that bullshit. he can roll it up, pack it in a bag and beat it if thats what he's thinking. no, both of you are holding an end of a rope in this relationship. a big, thick rope which you can cut off with that large ass scissor you both have.

this is just you telling him, reminding him that you can cut it whenever you like! its not threatening, not manipulation, straight truth! you CAN leave any relationship you like! its his problem if he doesnt like it, right?

your poor little boyfriend has to get his act together! start thinking straight! unless he wants to deal with your unyielding, harsh wrath for the rest of his soon-to-be miserable life.

after all, he made the first threat to your relationship, right? its just a reminder!

[slicedseafoam]

I hate my psychiatrist so much she genuinely talks like donald trump

she goes on the most long side tangents and then speaks in circles over and over and over and moves her hands around like him

she doesn’t stop talking and she goes on a never ending talk loop and the worst part is THE APPOINTMENTS DONT HAVE A SET END TIME. So she turns a 10 minute conversation about meds to a hour long ordeal. It’s not even about meds it’s just her giving me shitty advice? Like dumbass I have a therapist for that why are you doing this?? She even says “oh but you should talk to your therapist about this!” every time. I swear to god no exaggeration over 90% of the appointment is her YAPPING for no reason.

And mind you this is with me interfering and getting her to move topics because apparently she can’t do it herself. I am the one thing stopping this conversation from becoming a death spiral of doom where she keeps talking about the same things over and over… IDC if this is rude i hate hearing her talk so much its so exhausting I didn’t know listening could be more tiring than talking to people.

I literally had to go “is there anything else we have to talk about?” for her to stop I hate hearing her voice go on and on and on and on. The whole time I was there I just wanted to tell her to stfu and leave but no I have to be socially acceptable….

i hate everything im in a bad mood now.

[kevin-the-bruyne]

Man I will really say that there is nothing wrong with FKs fanservice other than the weird fan reaction to it as The Very First Line of a post and people will come yell at me to leave the fandom (leave where? you weirdos are in *my* house) and accuse me of saying FK have a bad relationship (wut?). but sure we need elaboration I guess:

phi/nong as it exists in thai culture is a completely divorced concept from the reaction that fans have to the phi/nong dynamic of branded pairs portraying this with pseudo romantic connotations. man I *dont care* how much FK hang out or how much they love each other or how natural all this feels to you. heck they might even be calling each other phi/nong in real life and this *is* what is natural for them. this might even be what is 'real' (another WEIRD fandom obsession)

It *still* doesn't change that once you make enough phi/nong type posts to make this a regular fair in your dynamic (which it is for FK by now) - and I dont know why I have to explicitly say this but socmed posts are always about engagement - suddenly fans start acting like the nong is a helpless baby in need of constant protection (unclear from what) and the phi is a beam of endless stoicity and possessiveness. it happens constantly and its an image I see get pushed by interviewers and MCs too.

*I* understand phi/nong is a highly nuanced concept. I love phi/nong relationships in dramas specifically because of this. So pigeonholing them just because they made a few phi/nong posts is wrong and bad. I called their fanservice cheap and people really immediately lost all reading comprehension, huh? I'm sorry it is common and that so many pairs follow this but I didn't ask them to??? the flip side to that is that it is common because its such a fan favorite.

I think it is vastly unfair to do this not just to FK but to literally any pair that follow this dynamic. They should be able to do whatever they want and we should be able to do whatever we want in our own designated spaces and play nice with each other.

If you don't think its psychotic that a person was bullied for months on twitter simply for saying khaotung has bad boy energy because this somehow affects his image and by extension his brand and/or income then you are part of the problem!!!

nani why don’t you like the Husband and Wife fanservice dynamic? For the SINGULAR reason that it inevitably leads to the insurgence of this type of fan:

I do have to say I might tweet like three times a month but I sure send them out like missiles 🤣🤣🤣

[mormonforgetmenot]

I love being queer and I love being a mormon, but there are times when I'm just so tired.

[sidesteppostinghours]

ok. question.

ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?

[crispyanonartnsfw]

I love my job but I hate capitalism and especially work culture because tell me why the fuck am I busting my ass all day, every day, with so so little time to spend with the loml let alone my friends let alone being by myself just enjoying my hobbies yet I STILL feel guilty for taking half a day off (something I'm absolutely allowed to do since I'm a freelance and get paid by the hour) LIKE why don't I see the people I work with struggle with this the way I do. I'm collaborating on something where way more hands are needed but they apparently prefer to work overtime and skip lunch break instead of asking to outsource to more freelancers like me (and for context it's not a matter of money, like, at all).

Apparently so many adults don't have a life they want to spend time living?????????? They have kids and just want to be at the office/studio/workplace 24/7?????? Bro go home and kiss your wife idk

[koko2unite]

[schakira]

i feel immense sorrow and depression seeing childhood friends in my neighbourhood and idk why that is. i think i need to leave this town for good

[mortysmith]

Fuck you season five episode nine genuinely some of the worst shit they clobbered together

[thedrotter]

re:kinder doodle dump part three !!! drawings with wildly different moods www they are more polished ans complete than my other doodles because. why not🥺!!!

[cybergothvox]

At the end of the day, is kin just someone who identifies as their kintype or not? Is it anyone who actually identifies as their kintype, or do they have to perform all these 'correct' behaviours and social dances to prove that you kin- pardon, that you are kin- correctly?

[vilelittlecritter]

You know about like 2 years ago now I'd wonder why so many people would get mad everytime someone brought up Omori.

Now everytime I hear a person mention Omori I mentally project them blowing up.

[shyfurby]

I have not posted any of my analysis to reddit yet and I think I might just post it and ghost it. I've already spent too much time looking at other people's threads on there to feel any way good about interacting with folks.

I already went in an added the "I know you're going to bring this up let me save you the time" section which is exclusively touching on the frequent topics of:

"well what about the fingerprint nostrum and finger mimics? He is clearly just a crackpot"

And

"it's definitely some weird elaborate sacrifice to Metyr thing"

[robotpussy]

hm I know this seems like I'm just whining to whine and I understand that living with your parents throughout your childhood is the norm but I'm actually so tired of people asking "where are your parents/do you live with your parents/did you come with your parents?" when I meet people like if we are at a event where ppls families are in attendance why can't you just ask if anybody came with me instead of asking about my parents like not everybody has parents or lives with them etc I know it's just a little thing and I'm coming across as bitter and annoyed but I genuinely am, and then it gets even more annoying because then when you tell people you didn't come with your parents they want to know why and in my case I hate having to explain that I was in foster care because explaining something like that isn't something that can be summed up in a sentence like OMFG and it's so fucking annoying to me like just ask if I came with anybody instead of just assuming I came with my parents 😭😭😭

[divine0]

i dont even want a dick i just wish i was born withone so people would stop seeing me as a girl